song of doom apt for me, begotten by me!!!!

"Misery"

Pouring rain awoke me from my slumber...
The day started with gloom in the air.
As I traversed the dark earth,
I saw sadness in the eyes of men!
Every step took an eternity.

At long last I arrived at my destination
Utterance of promises never to keep, never to happen
I heed all these things, hoping to attain it all!
But as time passed by,
I fell short of my desires!

An epoch in this lifetime...
Striving hard to achieve the elusive,
It just harbors misery!
To gain as much is to lose all.
Desperation is at my side...

Hours passed by at a creeping pace.
Not knowing another misfortune would happen
At the time most unheralded,
the mishap would befall me!
It struck me agonizingly.

As I stared blankly at the colorful void,
triumphant entities surround me.
Ephemerally abandoning me to my demise.
Solace in somnolent detachment!
Oh how briefly it eased my burden.

Anxiety aroused me from my fantasy.
Only to realize the bleakness around me,
Death and desolation,
would seemingly be my confidant
The shadow of misery....