and it shall be started.

*ok florie...focus...focus...

ekai...i think you're right... i DO need adrenaline...

whenever i ask how the nursing peeps are, they are either reviewing for the nclex/cg or they're everywhere getting papers and stuff for job application.
and kamusta naman ako?...

well...wala naman akong balak umalis (for now?), but i might, I JUST MIGHT, change my mind...

its not that im being lazy or anything (or maybe i am..... ^___^) but i just want everything to be settled first...though i know i have to get THOSE papers, because i'll be working na sooner or later.

*galaw galaw na florieeee

issues..issues... nursing issues that is...haaaay, as much as i would like to join in the "fight", i must admit, its not my thing; ung getting involved in something big...and i also hate those people na walang breeding! bastusan na kasi eh... wag naman ganun...

and tina...didibdibin ko ang linyang ito:

"I am a steward of my profession, and as a steward, I have the duty and responsibility to take care of my profession."

i really admire you... :)

haneeep... sayang di kita nakita nung ininterview ka on tv!

about being a bum...well... yes... i'm pretty much enjoying this while it lasts. i know i'll be working my butt off when the time comes and iba naman tlga ang mundo sa loob ng hospital. and my parents understand (i think) kaya they're letting me take this "break"...onga naman....unwind a little (eh...a little? ) after a very very stressful nursing student's life :)
but then...madami nanaman akong makakalimutan pag nagtrabaho nakow...dahil mag iiba na mundo ko, ang mundo ng mga pasyente at doktor...(hmmmm)

so many stuff to think about now...

*hindi ako nasstress...hindi ako nasstress....(style: denial... it works though ^___^)

cge...gagalaw nako...

...mamaya hehe :)

some things are just worth hiding(while some are not)

recently may nadiskubre akong nakakatawang bagay, something na tinago at hinayaan na lamang lumipas. isang bagay na kung nalaman ko nuon pa, cguro it may have changed the course of my college life or maybe my life as a whole. (pero masaya pa rin ako ngaun, masarap lang mag-imagine at mangarap ng mga “should have beens” at “could have beens”) parang pang-movie nga daw, according to my new friend. with this, i realized that every moment should be cherished, every word be uttered, every opportunity be grabbed so as not to have regrets in the end (pero cyempre alam nyo naman na yun di ba?)

hehe! share ko lang!

FRANCINE: may kasalanan ako sa yo…kailan ko lang naman yun nalaman at di ko sinabi sa yo dahil baka wala ka namang pakialam. pero now it bothers me much that i’m not saying a word about something that i know. (tsaka may mga piss-off factors na rin) ayoko magsalita ng di mo tinatanong, kaya sana yung itatanong mo sakin sa ym dati e tanungin mo na ngaun, with me having much hope that you’ll ask the question i’m expecting you’ll ask.

some things are better kept as secrets, even if there will be disappointments in the end, maybe that’s just how destiny plays it. whereas some things are rather told so as not to hurt others that trust you, if not love you.

PRAYER RALLY...

There's a Prayer Rally

sa Tuesday, Aug. 15. Start with mass sa UST,

then march to PRC

Assembly infront of the Santisimo Rosario, 7am

Wear white uniform or college shirt,

bring rosary and white wrist tag/band

Hope to see you there
-Ma'am Johnson

swiss-miss :)

i am saved. from boredom.

i was always thinking, kung hanggang san ko kakayanin ang routine of waking up at around 9 am, eating breakfast with parents (feeling solong anak kasi everyone's at school hehe), sitting in front of the computer, ym..ym..ym..,friendster..friendster...cooking dinner, ym..ym..ym..etc. hehehe...

a few days ago, my cousin and my tito arrived from switzerland. yipee! we went to the airport and it was really funny because they came here as a surprise. first, my grandparents didn't know my tito was going home also, and secondly, everyone thought they'll be arriving saturday. just one thing about the airport, i thought it was only in the movies where they have these "name cards" while waiting in the arrivals section. hehe...and i saw LOTS of koreans din! so, anyway, tuesday was a 'surprise tuesday' for evryone in the malabonga family!


and so... i was the only one without school or work, and i was 'assigned' as the official 'buddy' of my cousin (swiss guard ba? hehe)...but it was okay, as long as i can go anywhere she goes (shopping...shopping...)

anyway, my tita, another cousin and me wanted her to experience how to ride the jeepney. so we brought her to novaliches bayan last friday! i was quite surprised that my cousin wasn't at all maarte especially when we brought her to the wet market! it was different in Geneva i know because they have a higher standard of living (some taxis are Mercedes there she says...) and she said, the experience was different, and although she felt uncomfortable, i assured her that even us living here get to be uncomfortable at those places too!

haaay... i hope i can get enough sleep! she hasn't adjusted well yet to the time here and we stay up really really late (until 4 am actually) and oh well... its just for 3 weeks lang naman eh..

EKAI: i think i need a spa experience too!!!!!!

un na lang muna.. mukhang magkakaroon pako ng adventures with my swiss cousin...hehe... andami nya kasing gustong gawin.. every four yrs lng naman kasi sila nakakabisita dito...and she misses our family very much!

wala pakong alam na french words mashado... maybe next time, un nlng share ku! ahehe

cge guys... balita balita na lng ha!

jst text me pls! thanks!

...first time mo?!...

Buenas tardes amigos y amigas? Como esta? asi asi..

Ayun.. already got my PC

Got the chance to go and seat in congress...

and also to ride the most awaited UST BUS!

A lot for a first time... haha

Pero ayun nga din,

It's my first time to join this fight...

Sabi nga ni ekai: As ordinary people there will be only few chances to change this world...

And now we are given this chance, Y not grab it...

Minsan lang ito mangyayari,

At least you did make a DIFFERENCE...

Alam nyo naman, about the boards...

Hay, sana matapos na ito...

You know naman na medjo may pagka-idealist din ako...

At in favor ako sa retake if ever...

These are my reasons...

• Gus2 kong clear sa lahat that I deserve to pass...That I passed without leakage...
• That I passed because of honesty and hard work... unlike others who are very desperate that even did cheating to pass...
• That when I apply for a job, no one could ever tell me that "You passed last June 2006, dba may leakage yun..."
• That when I have my short-comings, they will never say: "Ah pinatutunayang may leakage ka kaya ka pumasa." Or they won't bring up the idea that I have short-comings because I leakage...
• That when people found out that I'm a Nurse, they won't think about the leakage... That they could trust me as their nurse...

These are just somethings na naiisip ko if ever mawalang saysay lang ang pinaglalaban ng mga prof natin...

I know I passed the boards with honestly...

But there are some who didn't...

Kahit na sabihing nating sa field na lang mapapatunayan yun...

What if ang naging victims ng malpractice nila
would be my family? And that they caused death or lifelong injury to
them?

Can you afford to risk their lives in the future in the hands of those "UNwothy
PASSERS"

Just a piece of my mind...

song of doom apt for me, begotten by me!!!!

"Misery"

Pouring rain awoke me from my slumber...
The day started with gloom in the air.
As I traversed the dark earth,
I saw sadness in the eyes of men!
Every step took an eternity.

At long last I arrived at my destination
Utterance of promises never to keep, never to happen
I heed all these things, hoping to attain it all!
But as time passed by,
I fell short of my desires!

An epoch in this lifetime...
Striving hard to achieve the elusive,
It just harbors misery!
To gain as much is to lose all.
Desperation is at my side...

Hours passed by at a creeping pace.
Not knowing another misfortune would happen
At the time most unheralded,
the mishap would befall me!
It struck me agonizingly.

As I stared blankly at the colorful void,
triumphant entities surround me.
Ephemerally abandoning me to my demise.
Solace in somnolent detachment!
Oh how briefly it eased my burden.

Anxiety aroused me from my fantasy.
Only to realize the bleakness around me,
Death and desolation,
would seemingly be my confidant
The shadow of misery....