OCTOBER HELL MONTH!!!

haha you all might be wondering why i am saying this!!! well it only applies to my "will be state of living" this coming month!!! this is because my discipline, my will, my own direction, my responsibility, and me being as an adult will surely be tested. my dad and brother will be leaving the country on the 10th of october thus im the only one left here (well not totally alone coz my cousin ate bhen some of you guys know her) will still be with me in the house. thing is all of the responsibilities will now be imparted on to me. now i can't fail anything or anyone for their expectations on me especially my mom who is really stressed out because im alone here in the country with no one to put limits on me but myself.

before anything else i would like to say thank you to all the people who believes in me and supports me. i love you all guys hehehe....damn this is becoming mushy anyway thanks really as i've said many times before i hope i can repay it with something or anything in the future so that i can return the gratitude hehe...

haha...im gonna undergo laparoscopic cholecystectomy this coming thursday or friday. good thing is that im no longer gonna worry about any painful attacks during the night!!! now i am relieved of this...

anything else well im gonna be tested this coming month and i wish i could come out not unscathed but full of good insights and good results in whatever im doing right now!!!